psychological rambling

You really don't have to read this. i'm jotting this down because my brain is on overload and i don't want to forget it. if i write notes on paper i am more apt to lose them. this way at least i have it. i just finished reading about sensory integration disorder, again. this book i have had since the very beginning. what if this is the sole problem? not bipolar, not autism, just sensory. it makes perfect sense. look at pregnancy, birth and first of life. we all to some extent have sensory issues. i don't like it when it gets too loud or too quite, too busy or too still but all of us are like that. imagine freaking out EVERY time life got a little hectic. what if background noise was unbearable. i think it may be that way for him. his immediate circle remains in his control, it just depends on how big that circle is that day.